Posted by Diana on September 24, 19100 at 18:04:21:
In Reply to: Re: Levels of consciousness (I've been wr ) erratum :>) posted by J. B. Gump on September 24, 19100 at 09:05:03:
: Ironically, though, I have intuited that my near occasions of sin have INCREASED as I have grown, precisely because my missed assignations with Love are SO much more despicable.
Once you are done vomiting this part John, you will see how much there is in you to love because you will begin to realize the reasons behind your
missed assignations and have compassion for yourself which will then extend to others. It's a bitch but it's a good vomit. (IMO, at least)
I need sacrament and solitude, nurturance and sustenance, grace and assistance, to constantly realign my will with Divine Providence. I intuit that I am not just making mistakes or closing my metaphysical eyes to Her Beauty, His Goodness or Its Truth but have put the valentines before the Giver. I love Her for what She does for me rather than for Herself at times knowing damn well the relationship transcends the latest box of chocolates.
John, She knows all that and it's okay with Her.
She understands. That's the great part about all this-the unconditional acceptance. It's so immense-this Love!
(I can hear it now, WHY'D ya have to bring chocolate into this ...you better take that back!)
Love those chocolates!
: Life IS like a box of chocolates.
Yes and I love the ones with the nuts inside!
(Did I say that?) :)
Diana